Sunday, November 27, 2005

bullet with butterfly wings

a big OMG (mmpg-ragna lingo for "oh my !%$+ GOD)...dang! ive passed the quarter century mark of human existence (ika nga ni jeko eh quarter-life crisis and the works)...ano na ba nangyari sa buhay ko??? sino na ba talaga ako??? the pompodous william gates once asked the same questions and arrived at a simple conclusion...still DONT (know why and who)...life to me has been fruitful and hard-earned luck at the same time...bakit kamo??? ive experienced both the worst sides of the wheel...from scratching money for food to eating money then scratch my stupid head for doing such a thing (metaphor po ito...sana ma-gets nyo)...ive seen a lot of things and met a lot of people...reeled and dealed...mixed and matched...drank and sobered...smoked and still do...wasted and wanted...ante' up and fall from grace...rise again...maybe by now i am on my medial strata but i still posses the necessary skills to survive, thrive and dominify (bago to inimbento kong word nyahaha - baka meron sa dikz paki-look na lang)...i still walk the same piece of earth and breathe its suffocating mist...i may look and sound different but at least HINDI AKO NAGPANGGAP at NAGBAGO NG PAGKATAO just to hide something from my past (downplay pa nga eh - yabang no hahaha)...i never see any loose ends of my life as a regret or disadvantage...they are challenges...something i need every GOD damn single minute...nga pala...im sick and tired of people trying to bicker me out of my hiatus...HIPPOCRITES...mga PALALO...just fix your pathetic lives PLEASE...ive been through the worst and believe me wala pa yan sa mga nararanasan nyo...ive spent my first 25 to figure that out...now the rest ill spend enjoying the fruits that i reaped from those experiences...